These Days

These days - the stars seem out of reach 
These days - there ain't a ladder on these streets 
These days - are fast, love don't last in this graceless age 
There ain't nobody left but us these days 

 Bon Jovi

Maybe the meaning of life is just that one we give for it.

I have been blind all this time

I didn’t recognize the true behind these happenings

So, now I have lost every precious feeling,

Every hope, happiness, joy, all these things has gone…

But the illusions have gone too.

I pray to have courage and strong to continue this path

This hard path of live a life through my own true

Accepting the consequences of my choices

And can bring back the light that I have lost.

And Season Changes

Well the TI Course ended after all.
Now I have a lot of time to spend on my own bussiness :) In my life many things are changing at this moment... I'm a single again and my terrible cat hurt its paw. I said it is a terrible cat because it doesn't stay at home in spite of its paw was pierce side to side. And my clothes are full of cat's hair!
So I have taked care of my cats and my garden. Look at this rose

It is spreading its petals so softly, scent brings the memory of all beautiful moments on life. And make me think that all beautiful on Earth is timeless, however it is brief.

Roses

A single rose can be my garden.
This week my rose tree gave me a beautiful red rose! It has a shine color of red, almost pink and smells wonderful!
Yesterday a friend and I went to a gypsy party of Santa Sara. It was very different and very nice. All the women has dressed large and colorful skirts. And the men has dressed black suits and white shirts.
There was people of all ages and it has been a table with Santa Sara statue and a lot of fruit as offering.
It has been traditional dances show and a woman that has played tarot. The dance that I liked more was a dance that has a spanish influence.
Also, we played snooker, drinked black bier and danced a lot! :)
This party happened on Gago's bar. It is after Sapatão, in a dark street almost in Ivoti.
It has been a great weekend!

On rainy days...

"On rainy days we go swimming out
on rainy days, swimming in the sound" U2

It was raining all the day

the sky was so grey than steel

And I did not know what to say

to you, in that moment I feel

My hearth has broken

And the sun has never shined again

All my lyfe is rotten

A way that I couldn't understand

Maybe,if I could see

Imaginations from the other side

I would have the key

To said to you, Goodbye...

It was a raining day. She has waited him for hours and he didn't come. He would never came again. He broke her hearth and she swore never falling in love to other man again.

Althrought the time has been passing by, she insited in keept her ideas about relationship. But the time is the better cure to broken hearth... And some day, she could see the beautiful collors of the Spring on her life again. She became a pretty woman and enjoyed great moments again. Her hearth has been happy and she could say to herself: - What a beautiful day!

J.R.R Tolkien

Tolkien is one of my favourite authors. His creation is wonderful! Can you imagine yourself create a fiction world with maps, races and languages?  The work of Tolkien inspired other authors like J.K. Rowling, the author of Harry Potter.
The Lord of the Rings, The Robbit, The Silmarillion and the Children of Hurin are connected. This works are different parts of a story, they form a lineage. The movie of Lord of the Rings is a very good adaptation of the story.
The Tolkien's work was inspired by mythology stories like Beowulf, Norse Sagas and the Poetic Edda.
If you like mythology, you will like to read and watch The Lord of the Rings.

The Knight in Rusty Armor - Robert Fisher

This is a very interesting book. It talks about the self-knowledge that can change our life.
In the story, the knight wouldn't see how he had been rude and selfish in his relationships.
Only after found Merlin and crossed three castles were he could learnt more about himself.
He realized that all his life was an ilusion that he created to hide how unhappy and fearful he have been until that.
How many times we blame other person because something that happen with us?
And think about this: how many times we think about do the things different?
In modern days, every people seems that only interest in take care of your own lives.
I think that it is choose be unhappy!
Like in the book the knight didn't realized how he hurts the other, all this people didn't see the true behavior that they must have to be simply live in this moment.
We are always thinking about have something neqw like the knight. A new car, new clothes, new relatioships...
And we really left behind the old behaviors or we insit in go to the same way?
When the knight knows the true silence, he can hear his soul.
When he understands the things that he do to his wife and son and more important, he understand why he had that behavior, he can know himself a little enough to go ahead.
And when he understand that the fear and the doubt are ilusion of our minds, he can go to the top of the montain. And there, he finally understands that only we let go away the old things so we can go ahead and build a new life.
This book remember me another one that talks about all these feelings we have hidden of ourselves in our life.
If you liked this one and have the chance of read  The Shadow Effect - of Deepak Chopra, Marianne Williamson and Debbie Ford - go ahead!

Saturday Morning

I had waked up with a grey day, full of clouds in the sky.
My cats layed on the sofa, they have all slept until now and it's 11 o'clock.
It's a pretty day to work on TI's homeworks :)

Well, I must to show to you a site that I like too much and I think these pictures are very inspiring to my ideias :

http://www.jonathonart.com/intro.html

I like too much this one

I like to go to the country because there are some places like this picture. I would like visit some waterfall if the weather this time hasn't was so could!